Starting a new year remembering old ones….

 In Sofia’s stories

It’s not often I remember my father from when he was normal (normal in my terms is before Alzheimer’s took him away from me). But thankfully I have my diary´s to help me. The first time that I mention Alzheimer’s disease is April 15th 1991. This is when my father got his diagnosis I was 15 years old. Sadly I have written more scary things about him, like the time when he in a “good ” moment remember that he was a burden to us and asked my mother to kill him. Hi run around the house with a knife and begged us “please, please help me”. It’s hard to handle those thoughts especially when I know what I awate. Me and my sister got help to handle our thoughts and emotions by going to skilled psychiatric´s. But dad was alone.


Today the health system for a young alzheimer’s patient in Sweden (when you meet the right doctor) is amazing. Although you meet a lot of doctors that comment your young age and are tilting their head when they talk to you. The health system in Sweden also provides me my husband and children with a psychiatrist if we want to. So far none of us have that need but I know it will come a day for my children. Sometimes I think about what my children need to go through, I have lived that life and it´s not a pretty one. The constant guilt not to be able to help, not to be able communicate with your loved one. The people staring and whispering when you take your family member for a simple walk in the neighbourhood. The friends you lose because they are to afraid. I remember that one of my “friends” started a rumor that it was contagious so some of my friends suddenly did not call me anymore… But one the bright side the friends that do stay are those you can count on forever.

Recommended Posts
Showing 13 comments
  • marijuana for sale online

    Howdy! This is my first comment here so I just wanted to give a quick shout out and tell you I genuinely enjoy reading your blog posts. Can you suggest any other blogs/websites/forums that go over the same topics? Thanks a ton!

  • Free Instagram Auto Liker

    I’d always want to be update on new articles on this internet site, saved to favorites! .

  • Reply

    Its like you learn my thoughts! You appear to grasp a lot approximately this, such as you wrote the e book in it or something. I believe that you simply can do with some percent to drive the message home a little bit, but other than that, that is fantastic blog. A fantastic read. I’ll definitely be back.

  • Mg Likes

    Some really interesting points you have written.Assisted me a lot, just what I was looking for : D.

  • fb auto liker

    Good write-up, I’m regular visitor of one’s web site, maintain up the nice operate, and It’s going to be a regular visitor for a long time.

  • here

    I am glad to be a visitor of this thoroughgoing web site! , thanks for this rare info ! .

  • specsavers home eye test

    I love the efforts you have put in this, thank you for all the great content.

  • Reply

    Excellent read, I just passed this onto a friend who was doing some research on that. And he actually bought me lunch because I found it for him smile Therefore let me rephrase that: Thank you for lunch! “A human being has a natural desire to have more of a good thing than he needs.” by Mark Twain.

  • wholesale huawei

    Thanx for the effort, keep up the good work Great work, I am going to start a small Blog Engine course work using your site I hope you enjoy blogging with the popular you express are really awesome. Hope you will right some more posts.

  • iq

    Thanks a lot for sharing this with all of us you really know what you are talking about! Bookmarked. Please also visit my website =). We could have a link exchange contract between us!

  • Reply

    I just like the helpful information you provide for your articles. I will bookmark your blog and test once more here frequently. I am reasonably sure I’ll learn many new stuff right here! Good luck for the next!

  • باسلام

    Some really interesting info , well written and generally user friendly.

  • folorentorium

    I am not real superb with English but I line up this real easygoing to translate.

Leave a Comment

Contact Us

We're not around right now. But you can send us an email and we'll get back to you, asap.

Not readable? Change text. captcha txt